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Forest_Shaman
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Name: Stephen
Location: Houston, United States
Gender: Male
Interests: Reading, writing, listining to music, playing video games, working out, play Magic, and being happy.
Expertise: Medical.
Occupation: Medical
Industry: Government
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Member Since:
12/10/2003
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| 'm stuck on a puzzle in an Age called Spire. I have tuned the chair so I can use electricity flowing within three cables to make a rack of crystals sorounding me to hum a certain way to unlock a door. I think I need to retune the three cables.
A friend whom I just met on myspace got me into some love search website where you find your perfect mate. I have no idea what I'm doing on it and I want my account there canceled but I don't know how. I have to figure out a way because already one person is interested in me and me not knowing how this dumb website works I have no idea how to cancel my account and I know Reneé would be furious. I had no idea what it was but now I do and I am sorry I ever went there.
Also the cashier at Borders never used my card when I got my books so now I have to hack into the member's website and enter in the recipt so I can get my benefits. Dumb girl, but her hearts in the right place and it was nice of her to talk to me and tell me what vampire books were in order and oddly she chastised me for not buying Interview With A Vampire and instead just jumping right into Vampire Lestat, Queen Of The Damned, vampire Armand, and Pandora. Wow, I have a lot of vampire books. I even have Interview with a vampire but to my ever lasting regret it is the abridged version. I will NEVER make that mistake again. | | |
| Last night didn't go so good. Belen just all of a sudden freaked out or something while making out with me. She just pushed me against the wall and bound my hands to my sides and started talking funny. Then all of a sudden she mentioned things arn't right in her head and with her family.
On top of it all Renee is back with Andrew. I don't want her to be with him because of the way she was. She changed, she became mean and rude and vulgar. She swore at me and we had a huge fight and then believe it or not, she told me she honestly believed with her whole heart that I cheated on her when I was with her. She said I was like other guys and that there was no way I could be so faithful and that no man is faithful on long distance relationships. I tried telling her that I was but she wouldn't hear any of it.
It was because of what she said that I broke I guess. When she called one night and she was shocked when I told her I didn't think she cared about me anymore, she cried that night. I was honest, after all she told me, I really didn't think she did.
So that's why I don't want her to be with him. Because when she's with him, I'm afraid of her. I'm afraid of the things she'll tell me. I know it and my gut tells me she's gonna turn back into that mean horrid thing. I know it, later on she's gonna start getting back into fights and not be my friend anymore. Anyone could see this coming a mile away.
I don't know what to do except sit back and watch everything happen. She said she values my opinion but if she did she'd listen to me on this and I know she won't. I know she'll be with him anyways.
And I have to worry about Belen too and see what I can do to help her and make her happy. Heh, I remember telling me I'm worth it and I kept telling her no. If I really was worth it, then why did she leave me in the first place, if I was worth it, then why did she say such things to me? I'm not worth it. And the next time Belen and I go through problems and she breaks up with me, maybe Renee will be smart and snatch me while I'm single. I'm not worth it because it's like whenever I'm in a relationship and things seem so wonderful, I always get dumped and then it's not until it's too late that Renee or Belen see how special I am to them. I'm not that special so I don't see what they see. I gotta go now. Mum's commin home. | | |
| I’m back with the net. Having iTunes back is a blessing! The music man is back! Now on to the juicy stuff.
My friend Belen and I kinda broke up. I mean we were never officially
boyfriend and girlfriend but the love was there. She said she wanted to
break up with me cause she didn’t think she was ready for a
relationship yet so I let things be. I didn’t want to be like in my
last relationship where I seemed like I was smothering. Kayla said I
was and I’ll admit it and so that’s why I totally backed off this time
and like bam I even went totally slack and still I lost big. Oh well.
One thing I can’t get over is that she kept complementing me and saying
I was a dreamboyfriend. I don’t see how. I’m totally not perfect. I
mean look at me. (shows pic of a chimp) Yeah, that’s me. Happy go
lucky. Oh well it’s great to be back!
Belen and I are gonna be close friends. She says she wants the same
kind of friendship me and Kayla have. There’s no way it’ll happen
though. I don’t k now why I just think that it won’t work.
Also Kayla said she wants to go to Italy and move there and stuff and
she asked me if I wanted to go on the trip with her! Oh God I’m so
excited. Hopefully I’ll get to see Vatican City finally! OMG and all
the paintings! The paintings, the food, the country, EVERYTHING Italy
has to offer.
I gotta go now. I’m super duper tired and I haven’t slept in days.
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| Today turned out ok. I went to the library and read "The Tribulation Force" while my bro was doing his research. There was a really nice lady who helped us out and I made a mental note of where the spells and witchcraft books were so I can come back later for some spells.
Other than that I hung out on the net and spoke to John a.k.a macgamer22, Brooke, and I met a new friend from myspace on yahoo chat. Also I played Pokémon Emerald for a while cause my bro is totally far ahead of me and is playing another game waiting for me to catch up to him so we can battle and stuff at the Battle Frontier.
I also got some new Pokémon pics and new MegaMan Battlenetwork movie clips from Japan and I think they're awsome. Once I get Quicktime Pro I'm gonna go and separate the music into mp3 files that way I can add them to my iTunes. | | |
| Nothing big is gonna happen today. We don't have any plans nor do we have anywhere to go. I guess it's because it's cold out. Oh yeah now I remember, I gotta call David today cause we gotta go to his birthday party. 
I wonder what presant we should get him. Probably a movie or something. We, that is, my brother and I, normally go last minute anyways to Best Buy and get him a gift card for movies or games and if you use the card to get a movie or game you get an extra discount off on top of any discounts that might be on the game or movie.
Also my bro is gonna go on the net and look for some Pokémon pics so I can edit them for him. We've gone on a Pokémon revolution to catch em all and FINALLY compete in the competitions on some island in the game.
I'll post them on myspace when I"m done edditing them. | | |
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